I'm living the days in the hospital. My Father is here for reasons I will not go to explain, waiting to be operato.Fortunatamente I spent more time in little places like this and this much less.
It 'hard to explain in words, even for a talkative like me, the feeling of oppression and futility that we live in a bedside stand. You try to do, but there is also much that is really necessary. Even if I were a doctor, do not think I could do much more than talking with the luminaries who walk lanes. I have no suggestions, I have no way to interact that is not subject to the choices. The disease and its opposite, to health, is one of those fields where there is no place for the technique, because there are too many interconnections with the irrational fear that makes everything complicated ... But I try to learn something here. I do not have to do is look around and then I try not only oppress the suffering of so many, but to draw something here when I have to stay there longer.
There's a gentleman here by my side. It 'a very sick and cared for by his family around him with affection. Is unable to communicate clearly or to move at will. But he clings everywhere, pulling up, pushing the limits of a body that did not respond and continues to look around, hoping that his winning is believing. It 's a never give up. A demonstration of will and an attempt to power.
I admire him very much. I see shining in her eyes off the end and not an intelligence. I see his determination to come back to where it is locked against his will. Not that I can, but the strength of mind not manca.E'm learning from him. Yes, I learn that you should never give up, especially in what we want and the challenges that seem lost.
I still can not tell if this will take me somewhere new in my path. Perhaps we need to find inspiration on their way to change attitudes. I look back and other times I gave up because I have not had the courage to persevere. Today I have eyes in a different determination. This will have consequences, I'm sure. If they are positive or negative, it does not matter and it is unpredictable. But I must not give up. Why should I respect that I can say that I tried.
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